My Future is in My Hand

           “Our future is in our hand” that quote can represented what I feel now. My dream when I was child, I really want to be a police like my father. When I graduated from high school my parents killed my dream. 

        Before I graduated from senior high school, I was confused to choose college or follow my dream to be a policeman. I’m afraid to tell my parents, I’m afraid my parents can’t give me one chance. I tried to follow my heart, I should be a police and I should tell my parents even though I’m hesitated  I promise to myself, I will do it. 

          One day, I braced myself to discuss my parents. I tell my parents with hope that they will give me one chance. When I tell my parents, my parents banned my dream they say I should continue to college. Because they want me to be a teacher or lecturer like my mother. They say teacher is more promises be compared with police but my passion is not there. My parents always tell me to follow what they say because they think what parents say is always the right one.    

          Next day I run away from home to my uncle’s house. I rebel what my parent want for me, and my parents really angry to me. Ten day I run away from home until no money left and that make me realize that I can’t live without my parents. I always need my parents, I don’t have a job, don’t have a money to eat, I should to back home. When I back to home, I tell my parents that I will accept their offer even though I forced to do that. I try to love my college because of my parents and I give up to rebel. 

               I realize my parents want the best for me but they don’t know I can’t to do my best if I don’t really want to do it. I will do it to make my parents happy even though I’m not, my passion is not here. I still belief the word that say your future is on your hand so I try to think that I should do my best here if I want to have a better live in the future because I realize my future is in my hand, I should do everything to make it happen. In a simple word I determined my future.