Long Distance Relationship (LDR)

      “We are perfect couple, we are just not in a perfect situation” maybe that quote can represented my relationship. We always together, we love each other even though some of my friend’s day that I just have a puppy love, but we still defend with what we trust. As a junior high school student we have a fools and short way to thinking. We never think about our future, we just know that we love each other. We already do our relationship like other couple do. Our relationship start when I in a second grade of junior high school and on third grade we have the first anniversary for our relationship. On that time our relationship was fine, everyday full with love, every time we should have time to meet even though just one minutes it is enough. I think that was best moment in our relationship.
      After graduated from junior high school, we started afraid what will happen to our relationship and that question always haunt us. Because we will choose different school in different city and will separated a hill and a lake. I’m in Singaraja and she is in Denpasar it means that we will do a long distance relationship. We afraid we will rare to meet each other. Besides, we also feel happy because we will be a high school student because as a senior high school that was our dream. When we try to think about the distance we sad and afraid because that is not close. I started to think how we can keep our belief when we so far away. But we still try to keep support each other with all of our decision.
     When we entered different school that was no weird, just happiness with our new live, new friend, and new experience in a new place. Hangout with new friend, make assignment together that was no weird with us. Our relations ship still strong like before, still belief each other, and I belief that everything will be okay. We always send a short message and do a video call to keep our communication even though we in a distance. Once a month we try to come to our hometown to meet and tell about our experience in our high school.
     The time goes by, we started feel bored and confused with our relationship when we feel alone because we separated by a hill and lake. Bit by bit we started to lose our belief, I don’t know why that felling just come to me. We started have a negative think about our partner like jealous to our friends, every time we talk about friend we will fight because we start lose our belief. I think this is a test for our relationship and I started belief with what my friend say that we just have a puppy love. This is hard to me because my brain separated as two side, one side my girlfriend and the other side is my school, a lot of assignments, task, and also final test. Confuse, afraid, and angry with myself why this situation came to my life. I started to think that we do not match anymore and I don’t have any idea with what I should do next. I love her but we always fighting and fighting so my love start gone and gone. Until we have a chance to meet and she just crying in front of me, we in silence around one hour. I confused what will us talking about until I brave myself to say that we should end think relationship. Se crying but this is the best way to our relationship and we can focus with our school. We have different thinking, we can’t belief each other, and I think this is the best choices for us.
     After what we make and our experiences the distance loses our love. We are not a best couple anymore. We have different think, we don’t have love anymore, and we can belief each other so why we should defend this relationship? Maybe this is the best answer to us, and will be the best choice to us. Even though we are not a couple anymore but we commit that we should be a best friend forever don’t care about our past, just forget it, and open our heart for the other person. From this experience I can learn a lot about life, I realize that I’m very young to think about spouse, just enjoy life and be a better person.