Long Distance Relationship (LDR)

      “We are perfect couple, we are just not in a perfect situation” maybe that quote can represented my relationship. We always together, we love each other even though some of my friend’s day that I just have a puppy love, but we still defend with what we trust. As a junior high school student we have a fools and short way to thinking. We never think about our future, we just know that we love each other. We already do our relationship like other couple do. Our relationship start when I in a second grade of junior high school and on third grade we have the first anniversary for our relationship. On that time our relationship was fine, everyday full with love, every time we should have time to meet even though just one minutes it is enough. I think that was best moment in our relationship.
      After graduated from junior high school, we started afraid what will happen to our relationship and that question always haunt us. Because we will choose different school in different city and will separated a hill and a lake. I’m in Singaraja and she is in Denpasar it means that we will do a long distance relationship. We afraid we will rare to meet each other. Besides, we also feel happy because we will be a high school student because as a senior high school that was our dream. When we try to think about the distance we sad and afraid because that is not close. I started to think how we can keep our belief when we so far away. But we still try to keep support each other with all of our decision.
     When we entered different school that was no weird, just happiness with our new live, new friend, and new experience in a new place. Hangout with new friend, make assignment together that was no weird with us. Our relations ship still strong like before, still belief each other, and I belief that everything will be okay. We always send a short message and do a video call to keep our communication even though we in a distance. Once a month we try to come to our hometown to meet and tell about our experience in our high school.
     The time goes by, we started feel bored and confused with our relationship when we feel alone because we separated by a hill and lake. Bit by bit we started to lose our belief, I don’t know why that felling just come to me. We started have a negative think about our partner like jealous to our friends, every time we talk about friend we will fight because we start lose our belief. I think this is a test for our relationship and I started belief with what my friend say that we just have a puppy love. This is hard to me because my brain separated as two side, one side my girlfriend and the other side is my school, a lot of assignments, task, and also final test. Confuse, afraid, and angry with myself why this situation came to my life. I started to think that we do not match anymore and I don’t have any idea with what I should do next. I love her but we always fighting and fighting so my love start gone and gone. Until we have a chance to meet and she just crying in front of me, we in silence around one hour. I confused what will us talking about until I brave myself to say that we should end think relationship. Se crying but this is the best way to our relationship and we can focus with our school. We have different thinking, we can’t belief each other, and I think this is the best choices for us.
     After what we make and our experiences the distance loses our love. We are not a best couple anymore. We have different think, we don’t have love anymore, and we can belief each other so why we should defend this relationship? Maybe this is the best answer to us, and will be the best choice to us. Even though we are not a couple anymore but we commit that we should be a best friend forever don’t care about our past, just forget it, and open our heart for the other person. From this experience I can learn a lot about life, I realize that I’m very young to think about spouse, just enjoy life and be a better person. 

My Mother is My Hero

     My mother is the most important person in my life. I love my mother more than anything in the world. She is a teacher in elementary school and a teacher too for me who introduce the world to me. She is always takes care of me very well and no strings attached. As a mother, she really loves cooking, especially make my favorite foods like freed rice and freed chicken. She is a simple, easy going, and also a faithful wife for my father.
     I love my mother more than I love my self. She everything to me. She is the first person who introduce me how to draw, write, speak, walk, and she is always with me when I took my first step of everything in my life. Even though the last few year is not like the year before, because my mother is far away from me but she still supports me and beliefs to me. I hope and I really want to make her proud of me.
     My mother is a teacher in elementary school and she is really loves her job. Even though she is a busy woman, she never forget her responsibility as a mother. She always get up early in the morning to make a breakfast. Make lunch and dinner with her hand’s without say tired. Until now I far away from home, every week I going to home town she always makes my favorites food because she is happy to do that for me.
She is a beautiful woman with her white hair and brown skin, but she always look strong as a mother. She also be a goodwife for my father, she do everything with love. She always care to the people around her, that the reason why everyone loves her. She always share happiness to everyone.
     In short, my mother has big impact on my life. She can be my friend, my mom and also my hero, she is everything. I know the word before is not enough to represented my mother but I belief that my mother is my real hero.

My Best Friend

          What do you think with your best friend’s appearance, personality, and the feeling that you have when you want to be a friend? In my opinion, “friend” is really important for me. My best friend’s is Winema or Nema as usually I called her. She is cute, good looking, little bit fat, and not talk too much. Nema is a responsible person that I ever know, and truly she is a good friend for me. When the first time I meet her, I don’t expect that she will be my best friend. Moreover, she is reliable, sometimes I will tell her my secrets about my family or girlfriend and she’s too. She can keep my secret very well.

           When the first time I saw her, I think she is grumpiest person that I ever knew, but I was wrong until I realize that she is not like what I guess before. Has a good smile, big eyes, and pretty long hair that willet people want to be her friend in the first meet.
          In addition, Nema is a responsible person. She always take her jobs well and finishing her work on time. She is hard working person and always organized. She can manage the time very well and everything is in her schedule.
           Besides, Nema is a nice person, I think she is the person who know me very well. She always beside me when I’m upset, listen to me, and help me every time when I need help. When I have problem, she will give me some advice  and help me how to solve my problem, give me the solution, even when I don’t understand the explanation of the teacher in the class, she will explain again to me until I get the point and understand clearly. I think I’m very lucky to have a friend like her.
          In short, I think Nema is a nice friend. She has good appearance, personality, and I’m happy have a friend like Nema. She will always be my best friends. 

My Future is in My Hand

           “Our future is in our hand” that quote can represented what I feel now. My dream when I was child, I really want to be a police like my father. When I graduated from high school my parents killed my dream. 

        Before I graduated from senior high school, I was confused to choose college or follow my dream to be a policeman. I’m afraid to tell my parents, I’m afraid my parents can’t give me one chance. I tried to follow my heart, I should be a police and I should tell my parents even though I’m hesitated  I promise to myself, I will do it. 

          One day, I braced myself to discuss my parents. I tell my parents with hope that they will give me one chance. When I tell my parents, my parents banned my dream they say I should continue to college. Because they want me to be a teacher or lecturer like my mother. They say teacher is more promises be compared with police but my passion is not there. My parents always tell me to follow what they say because they think what parents say is always the right one.    

          Next day I run away from home to my uncle’s house. I rebel what my parent want for me, and my parents really angry to me. Ten day I run away from home until no money left and that make me realize that I can’t live without my parents. I always need my parents, I don’t have a job, don’t have a money to eat, I should to back home. When I back to home, I tell my parents that I will accept their offer even though I forced to do that. I try to love my college because of my parents and I give up to rebel. 

               I realize my parents want the best for me but they don’t know I can’t to do my best if I don’t really want to do it. I will do it to make my parents happy even though I’m not, my passion is not here. I still belief the word that say your future is on your hand so I try to think that I should do my best here if I want to have a better live in the future because I realize my future is in my hand, I should do everything to make it happen. In a simple word I determined my future.